Terror made me cruel.

Is it possible to turn the most polite and sweet person around? Is it possible to have gotten so much shit and disapponitment thrown at you that you'll change forever? Have a completely different view on life? .. On people? If everyone around you pushes you to your limit of egregious thoughts and furthermore seems to provide an incredible skill of patronizing you?

Will you keep up with it?

How do you get rid of the repugnant thoughts your, so called, friends planted as small seeds in the depths of your thoughts, and now have come to bloom as a massive scar on your face and annihilated every trace of your previous flawless behaviour? 

Terror made me cruel.

It seems to have stuck to my brain.