Death could be..

Death could be just around the corner.

People are afriad of death. Of dying. And who could blame them? They're scared of not knowing what's ahead of them, will they still have a counsious? Will they go to heaven? How would it possible to disappear completely from the earth? I myself believe in rebirth.

  How can death possibly be worse than real life? You're dead. You won't be able to feel pain, people can't hurt you. Is it that people are not afraid of the actual death, but just can't stand the thought of now excisting? Or maybe, it's just the few seconds beforetheir breath goes out, maybe they're just afraid of dying in a painful way?

  I'm not afraid of dying. Often I appreciate the thought of my own sudden death, hoping for the people whom have hurt me, to realize it was all their fault. I would like to know how they'd all react? How would my friends react? Maybe they'd all been looking at me as a pain and would rise in happiness by the thought of me not being there anymore. My family? They're my family, they don't have to like me, they just have to live with me. If I died, they wouldn't have to pay for the extra food.. Clothe.. Needs. 

   Sometimes I'd like to die. Just disappear from this world, nowhere to be found. The people feeling guilty about our past would never be able to talk with me again, wouldn't be able to explain themselves.. They'd have to live with the pain. I'd love to make those people feel pain.