It's fun how sometimes one single person can change your whole point if view. How one weekend can make you forget all of the troubles you're facing and just go and start all over. But when you find that one person, who makes you realize that all you're going through is okay, you'll start having fun again, you won't have the restrictions from your troubles and you might even maybe for a short moment, maybe an hour or maybe more than a day, forget that person who causes all of your sadness and troubles. I found that person.
I was constantly thinking over my situation, how could I ever NOT live in that specific way? How could I NOT have that? Well, I can live without it, if it's not there for me, it's not worthy of keeping and then I'd rather go find stuff worth of keeping.
I don't know how long this feeling's going to last. I might go back as soon as I get back to the troubles, I might change my feelings back in a week, or maybe.. If I'm lucky enough, I might keep these thoughts and start living again.
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