There is no explanation.

I want an explanation. What made you change your mind so drastically and without notice push me completely out of your life without a single look back? If you still care about me, how can it be so easy for you so cut off all contact to me and start acting like a jerk? What the heck is up with that? You don't treat people like that! You treat them nicely and care about them, instead of caring about them for a couple of months and then trash them as a used toothbrush where after you never think about them, not for a little, and their memories fade away as the colours of summer and end up as a witherind leaf that slowly loses the reat of its life to become a pile of dust, and that one person, that one person who picked it off of the tree can come stamp on it as if it never happened. You surely don't know how to treat people, how to keep alive the flame of the friendship. Not even a bit of respect is shown anymore, what the heck happened to you?

  I remember what you said. I remember how you convinced me that this was, indeed, a good idea. How can you now treat me like this never happened? How can you continuesly act with a contemptuous tone and disparage everything I do? Yet, after deleting every trace of me, you still can't let me go and those few moments of careing still holds me on a cliff. You push me to the and and forces me to look down and realize how much I want to jump. But the second my feet would have left the loose rocks on the end, you pull me back. You give me new hope up here, before you start it all again and no matter how urging I ask you to give me an expanation you won't take the time to answer. 

  How come you don't have the time anymore? You had all the time in the world, you made every second count and stored them all in a locked cabin of memories you successfully stored in my mind. Now you don't have the time. You can enjoy we while I'm there. I'm right next to you and you can feel my relieved breath in my moment of believing in you. But you choose to tear it apart as soon as I leave your side with a ponderous gasp. 

  What happened to you?